I wake up feeling like a different person today. I feel great. I am anxious in a good way. I have a purpose to fulfil. I am energetic. I am a woman with a mission. Whether this mission will be a reality, it remains to be seen. But this is something I think I will be good at and more importantly, something that I will love doing.
This feeling is familiar, for I’ve felt it many times before. But since changes took place, it has left me for as long as I can remember. I’ve forgotten how it feels like to have the adrenaline rush. I could work late into the night and wishing daybreak would come soon so that I can do more. I fall asleep dreaming of it and wake up feeling enthusiastic about it. How I’ve missed this feeling!
Whether this mission is driven by desperation for a change, I haven’t a clue. Even if it is, I won’t be too bothered by it. What motivates better than a state of desperation where there is nothing to lose and everything to gain? Well maybe that isn’t entirely true…maybe there are some things to lose as I’m not entirely at the end of the rope. It is only a desire for change in a big way.
Nevertheless, I'm glad to be back!
This feeling is familiar, for I’ve felt it many times before. But since changes took place, it has left me for as long as I can remember. I’ve forgotten how it feels like to have the adrenaline rush. I could work late into the night and wishing daybreak would come soon so that I can do more. I fall asleep dreaming of it and wake up feeling enthusiastic about it. How I’ve missed this feeling!
Whether this mission is driven by desperation for a change, I haven’t a clue. Even if it is, I won’t be too bothered by it. What motivates better than a state of desperation where there is nothing to lose and everything to gain? Well maybe that isn’t entirely true…maybe there are some things to lose as I’m not entirely at the end of the rope. It is only a desire for change in a big way.
Nevertheless, I'm glad to be back!
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